Saturday, October 08, 2005

A Love Story (6/36)

8/24 early morning

Everything seems so familiar.

Just like last time. You become so cold to me. That ignoring and neglecting attitude is horrifying.

I can't sleep. I can't sleep any more because I can't stop thinking about you. I love you.

It's all my fault. I pushed it too hard. I scared you. I scared you away. Just like I did last time.

I keep thinking... what did I do wrong? Why didn't you give me a change to prove to you that although you and I are living in two different worlds, we can create a world of our own, together? Our very own world!

You said you wanted to decorate our apartment, our home, but we didn't get a chance to do it. Maybe we should have... you would have felt a little bit more like home when you were here... and none of this would have happened.

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